Back on track!

Really, has it been over a year since my last entry on this blog? Blogging though a fabulous portal for reaching out and connecting is not my favorite form of communication. I’d rather sit with you over a cup of tea or a glass of wine and passionately discuss all the issues and layers I’ve discovered about child trafficking, Cambodia and how this work has been a catalyst for self discovery.

After returning back from Cambodia in December 2007, my life went into a complete tailspin with 80+ hour work weeks, selling our house, separating from a marriage after 13 years, watching my mother and grandmother die within three months of each other. I was completely taken to my knees and for good reason. The process of getting up has been enlightening. It’s given me a fresh perspective how to live my life, what’s important and how to connect and help in Cambodia.

Throughout my travels in Cambodia I heard so many stories about personal perseverance and overcoming the unthinkable, lives lost to the Khmer Rouge, families barely surviving daily, but yet their smiles and that spark made be think I was missing out, like they knew something I didn’t. I think that spark is the sense of awareness of what it is important in life, living through difficult circumstance to gain a renewed sense of self and life or maybe I’m just projecting and that’s how it affected me. Either way, I’ve got the fight back and ready to take it to the next level.

Today would have been my Nana's 91 birthday and my mom would of been celebrating her 62 birthday on May 31. The support and love of these strong women shaped the person I am today.

As promised, finally…I will share some great NGO projects and pictures from my trip in to Cambodia in December 2007.